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I need a hug. Or a billion!

Where to start? Well I know all of you know Matt and I haven't been doing that well. And well it as of yesterday it all came to a crashing mess. As of yesterday Matt told me that he thinks he needs some growing up to do and to become more self safishent without being tied down to a relationship. You know that would have been nicer to know 4 years ago. But you ask what this means right? I really can't tell you. At the moment I'm looking for different places to live. Is it forever? ^ months I don't know and Matt couldn't tell me. At the moment I'm couch surffing but I know I can't do that when school starts that's just not healthy. At hte moment I'm done crying. But i'm not sure how long that's going keep up. So that's what going on with me. How are the rest of you!?  



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Jul. 25th, 2009 10:37 pm (UTC)
*hugs* *big hugs* i'm around if you ever want to talk. I'm sorry to hear about all of this.

Whatever roads life leads you down, I hope things work out for you.
Jul. 25th, 2009 11:00 pm (UTC)
Thanks as I said I don't know what's going to happen all I know is that I can't wait forever for him. That's not healthy for me to pine over him either. I love him to death but at hte moment i'm not sure that matters. Oh great I'm going to cry again.
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